I lost the one person who is dearest to me.

by Blank Embrace

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lost in space Amazing "wall of sound" but with a completely different poetry than Phil Spector's, yet still filled with youthful angst. Blank Embrace is classical in every sense but needs no analysis to be enjoyed as the sound overpowers you in the comfort of your imagination.

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To be honest, I have not been so bad for a long time.
Everything happened just as if the sinister reaper cut down all the good things that I cultivated.

Sometimes it gets easier for me, but then it comes back with new powers. I am constantly overwhelmed by those bright, warm, pleasant-smelling, magical, charming, insanely touching and delicate memories that I cannot cope with.

I do not hold on to this man. I take no offence. It’s just that I’m mad, madly, madly sorry that this is all over, that there will no longer be these secret and foolish lessons that exist only for us.

That I won't be able to wake up next to this person. I can not grumble at something and know that they tolerate me and still appreciate.

God, friends, it's so hard for me.

I can not cope with it, it's even worse than when my relative died, no matter how terrible it sounds.

But I feel I am not going to pretend to be guilty for that.

Please, how can I cope.

Have you all watched Good Will Hunting?
There was a heartfelt dialogue between Will and his psychotherapist. About how close people can be, in particular, his wife and himself.

His wife died of cancer, like my mother, but my person just left.

I can't live.

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released January 18, 2019

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